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		<title>The Totally &#8217;80s pocdast: Rock &amp; Roll Hall of Fame with Lol Tolhurst &amp; Gina Schock!</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Rock &#38; Roll Hall of Fame&#8217;s 2026 inductees, which will be announced on April 13, could turn out to comprise one of the most &#8217;80s-centric Classes ever. This year&#8217;s stacked ballot includes Phil Collins, Billy Idol, INXS, Iron Maiden, Joy Division/New Order, New Edition, and Sade, all of whom dominated MTV back when that cable network&#8217;s co-founder John Sykes, who [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The Rock &amp; Roll Hall of Fame&#8217;s 2026 inductees, which will be announced on April 13, could turn out to comprise one of <em>the</em> most &#8217;80s-centric Classes ever. This year&#8217;s stacked ballot includes Phil Collins, Billy Idol, INXS, Iron Maiden, Joy Division/New Order, New Edition, and Sade, all of whom dominated MTV back when that cable network&#8217;s co-founder John Sykes, who now serves as the Hall&#8217;s chairman, was in charge. (To see who I voted for and why, <a href="https://www.goldderby.com/music/2026/rock-roll-hall-fame-class-2026-our-voters-official-ballot/" target="_blank">click here</a>.)</p>
<p>But which <em>other</em> &#8217;80s artists deserve a nod? Who should be in the Class of 2027? That&#8217;s an eternal question, of course, so today I am re-running this vintage Totally &#8217;80s podcast episode featuring an expert panel of special guests, Rock &amp; Roll Hall of Fame inductees Lol Tolhurst of the Cure (Class of 2019) and Gina Schock of the Go-Go&#8217;s (Class of 2021). Like the Go-Go&#8217;s&#8217; T-shirt says, &#8220;It&#8217;s about fucking time!&#8221;</p>
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		<title>The Cure&#8217;s Lol Tolhurst, Banshees&#8217; Budgie join jands in 45-years-in-the making Goth supergroup</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2024 19:58:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[(Photo : Pat Martin) Iconic Gothic drummers Budgie and Lol Tolhurst pose in Los Angeles, where they will play the Cruel World festival on May 11, 2024. When Lol Tolhurst x Budgie — the Jacknife Lee-produced supergroup helmed by the post-punk drumming legends respectively known for their work in the Cure and Siouxsie and the [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<p>When Lol Tolhurst x Budgie — the Jacknife Lee-produced supergroup helmed by the post-punk drumming legends respectively known for their work in the Cure and Siouxsie and the Banshees — take the stage at Pasadena&#8217;s Cruel World festival this weekend, it&#8217;ll be a full-circle moment for them in more ways than one. And it will be a moment nearly a half-century in the making.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I only remember this because there was photographic evidence — I think it was outside Morgan Studios or Battery Studios in Willesden, in London,&#8221; Tolhurst vaguely recalls of his fateful first meeting with Budgie back in 1979. &#8220;[The Cure] got asked to open for the Banshees on the <em>Join Hands</em> tour, so we all met up for a sort of get-together. And there&#8217;s a picture of me, Budgie, [the Cure's then-bassist] Michael [Dempsey], Sioux, Robert [Smith], and [Banshees bassist] Steve Severin, all sitting on the back of this truck.&#8221;</p>
<p>The Banshees&#8217; original recording lineup had just imploded only a few dates into <em>Join Hands</em> tour, on that album&#8217;s actual release date. Guitarist John McKay and drummer Kenny Morris abruptly quit after the band got into an altercation at a record store event in Aberdeen, skipping out on the Banshees&#8217; soundcheck that night at Aberdeen&#8217;s Capitol Theatre. &#8220;They were seen running for the train with guitar in hand. They left their tour passes pinned to the pillows of their Holiday Inn hotel room beds,&#8221; Budgie chuckles. &#8220;The tour went on hold that night, and it kind of goes down in history that Siouxsie and Severin had to announce they had no band, and the Cure came back onstage to join them.&#8221;</p>
<p>Smith stepped in as the Banshees&#8217; guitarist to help the band perform an extended version of &#8220;The Lord&#8217;s Prayer&#8221; that disastrous Aberdeen evening, and after that bizarre gig, the future of the Banshees was in doubt. That&#8217;s when Budgie, who&#8217;d just finished drumming on the Slits&#8217; <em>Cut</em> album, received a last-minute invitation to be Morris&#8217;s possible replacement. He&#8217;d been recommended by admirer and fellow drummer Paul Cook, of the Sex Pistols, who was roommates with Nils Stevenson, the Banshees&#8217; manager at the time. &#8220;[Cook] had just heard the Slits album and said, &#8216;Hey, the drumming&#8217;s good. Give this guy a call.&#8217; I got the call and my first response was, &#8216;Well, that&#8217;s crazy. <em>Which</em> band is this for again? Siouxsie and the Banshees? But they&#8217;re on tour — the ads are in all the papers!&#8217; And [Stevenson] just went, &#8216;Well, yeah. So&#8230; can you do it?&#8221;</p>
<p>Budgie traveled to London for the audition, stumbling upon a scene that he describes as some sort of awesomely Goth version of <em>The X Factor</em>, &#8220;with a lot of unlikely characters in the rehearsal room and the Cure sitting in front of us with scorecards.&#8221; Budgie, who is now considered one of the greatest and most unique drummers of his generation, of course received high scores that day. And as he recalls, &#8220;less than seven days sitting in the rehearsal room just once,&#8221; he was on the road with the retooled Banshees and opening act the Cure.</p>
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<p>Also among the unlikely characters present at Budgie&#8217;s Banshees audition that day were nightclub impresario/Visage frontman Steve Strange and future Adam and the Ants guitarist Marco Pirroni; the latter had been a member of the Banshees&#8217; earliest lineup, playing a 20-minute &#8220;Lord&#8217;s Prayer&#8221; improv with them at their debut gig at the 100 Club Punk Festival in 1976. Pirroni didn&#8217;t rejoin the Banshees once McKay quit; Budgie recalls that on the same day that he successfully auditioned to be Siouxsie&#8217;s new drummer, &#8220;Severin turned to Robert [Smith] and said, &#8216;Fancy playing guitar with us? Please do!&#8217;&#8221; And Smith accepted. But in an alternate alt-rock universe, Tolhurst might have actually ended up in a band with Pirroni.</p>
<p>&#8220;Here&#8217;s a little-known fact: I was nearly in Adam and the Ants,&#8221; reveals Tolhurst, who, in another full-circle development, will now be playing Cruel World this weekend on a bill that includes Adam Ant. &#8220;I met Adam&#8230; we used to see him around town, and at the Hammersmith Odeon one night he said to me, &#8216;I&#8217;m going to do a new version of the Ants [with Pirroni]. I need two drummers. Are you interested?&#8217; And I said, &#8216;Thank you very much, but I have this band the Cure that I&#8217;m doing, and it&#8217;s fine.&#8217; So, I avoided narrowly having to wear the stripey makeup!&#8221;</p>
<p>Smith also stayed committed to the Cure, after <em>Join Hands</em> tour wrapped, but Budgie became a permanent Banshee, and eventually became romantically involved with Sioux and married her in 1991. And the Cure/Banshees connections continued over the years. Smith played with Siouxsie and the Banshees again from 1982 to 1984, appearing on their <em>Hyæna</em> LP, and he and Severin recorded as the short-lived side-project the Glove with lead vocals by Jeanette Landray, a dancer who&#8217;d choreographed Siouxsie and the Banshees&#8217; &#8220;Slowdive&#8221; video.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Jeanette and I were actually a couple back in Liverpool. She came down to London with me,&#8221; Budgie reveals. &#8220;That whole ["Slowdive"] dance routine with the eye makeup and the canes, that was Jeanette&#8217;s choreography. She put us through our paces at the dance center in Floral Street, in Covent Garden at Pineapple Dance Studios, places like that. So, that was a strange one, because it was very close to home. I don&#8217;t know why [Smith and Severin] chose Jeanette [for the Glove], because she was a dancer, not a singer. &#8230; It was strange. Siouxsie and I were over in Hawaii doing <em>Feast</em> [the debut LP by the Creatures, Sioux and Budgie's own side duo], and we heard that Robert and Steve had gotten together. It was all kind of weird. And we came back with a finished album, and they were still at it.&#8221;</p>
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<p>It&#8217;s surprising, given this long and convoluted history of bandmate-borrowing, that it took so long for Tolhurst and Budgie to join hands in their own Ants-like double-drummer project, far from London, in sunny California. It wasn&#8217;t until November 2023 that they dropped their debut album,<em> Los Angeles</em><em>(credited to</em><em> Lol Tolhurst x Budgie x Jacknife Lee). </em>And it turns out that in yet another alternate alt-rock universe, it could have been a <em>triple</em>-drummer project, boasting yet another Cruel World festival legend.</p>
<p>Tolhurst, Budgie, and fellow iconic post-punk percussionist Kevin Haskins were brought together in 2019 by fellow drummer and &#8220;The Trap Set&#8221; podcaster Joe Wong, and, as Tolhurst explains, &#8220;Initially, [the <em>Los Angeles</em> album] was the three of us; we sort of hung out and we did some stuff. But then Kevin had to leave. He was getting emails from Mr. Murphy.&#8221; (Tolhurst is referring to Peter Murphy of Haskins&#8217;s own seminal on/off Goth band, Bauhaus, who played the first Cruel World festival in 2022. Haskins played there in 2023 as a member of Love and Rockets, and returns this year with Tones on Tail.)</p>
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<p>Tolhurst and Budgie then decided to shelve their early recordings with Haskins, which were produced by longtime NIN collaborator Danny Lohner and partially recorded in the home studio of Tolhurst&#8217;s &#8217;80s drummer pal Tommy Lee. &#8220;It kind of sounded like what you would <em>expect</em> a record by the Cure guy, the Banshees guy, and the Bauhaus guy, produced by the guy from Nine Inch Nails, to sound like,&#8221; Tolhurst says drily, while Budgie describes that still-unreleased material as &#8220;very Goth&#8221; and an &#8220;amalgamation of early Cure and Creatures&#8230; very spirit-of-&#8217;77.&#8221;</p>
<p>Instead, Tolhurst and Budgie looked to the future. They started their own podcast, &#8220;Curious Creatures,&#8221; and started over as a musical duo in U2 producer Jacknife Lee&#8217;s Topanga Canyon studio, which Budgie calls &#8220;a very special place, a real crow&#8217;s-nest hideaway with fairy lights.&#8221; Eventually they were working with a &#8220;wishlist&#8221; of all-stars like the Edge, LCD Soundsystem&#8217;s James Murphy, Modest Mouse&#8217;s Isaac Brock, Primal Scream&#8217;s Bobby Gillespie, Starcrawler&#8217;s Arrow de Wilde, IDLES&#8217; Mark Bowen, and harpist Mary Lattimore.<br />
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<p>It remains to be seen if Lol Tolhurst x Budgie&#8217;s Cruel World set will feature any of those special guests, but Tolhurst envisions &#8220;two different versions&#8221; of the live band: &#8220;the all-star version, which is, like, let&#8217;s get as many people as we can, and then what we call the &#8216;suitcase version,&#8217; which is just me and Budgie and a few suitcases.&#8221; After a May 9 pre-Cruel World warmup club gig at the Casbah in San Diego, Tolhurst, Budgie, and their suitcases will officially hit the road May 20, opening for the Miki Berenyi Trio — a tour that kicks off, of course, in Los Angeles.</p>
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<p>L.A. has been Tolhurst&#8217;s home for 30 years, and he and Budgie both individually visited the city of reinvention during rough times when, as Budgie puts it, &#8220;life as I knew it had come to an abrupt halt.&#8221; (Tolhurst had been dismissed from the Cure and was separating from his first wife; Budgie&#8217;s marriage to Sioux was ending.) &#8220;Los Angeles was a kind of savior, in a way,&#8221; Budgie, who is now remarried and resides in Berlin, recalls. &#8220;You could just disappear, almost.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;L.A.&#8217;s contradictions is the reason I stayed, because when I first came here, a lot of people said, &#8216;If you go there, either you&#8217;re going to get discovered or you&#8217;re going to get destroyed.&#8217; And neither of those things happened to me. I found acceptance and I found love and a lot of understanding. I was able to reinvent myself quite a bit,&#8221; Tolhurst muses. &#8220;And so, listening to [our <em>Los Angeles</em> album], it just makes me feel like that&#8217;s part of the journey. When I arrived here, I was probably the same guy that was making the Cure-type, Banshees-type, Bauhaus-type music. And now fast-forward and you come out this other end, and it&#8217;s this supersonic version of everything you&#8217;ve ever thought. Yes, it sounds like Budgie — it can&#8217;t <em>not</em> sound like Budgie playing the drums — and it sounds like me, but it also sounds completely different.</p>
<p>&#8220;This was really the culmination of a lot of things in our lives, and it&#8217;s worked out really well because we&#8217;ve been through very similar things,&#8221; Tolhurst concludes. &#8220;So, it felt really spiritual, really strong, really good to do it — before we get too ancient and can&#8217;t pick up some sticks.&#8221;</p>
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<p><em>Lol x Budgie perform at L.A.&#8217;s third annual Cruel World festival Saturday, May 11, at 4:05 p.m. on the Outsiders Stage. Other acts on the bill, besides the above-mentioned Adam Ant and Tones on Tail, include Duran Duran, Ministry, Simple Minds, the Jesus and Mary Chain, Heaven 17, Soft Cell, Gary Numan, and the Mission U.K.</em></p>
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		<title>An Imaginary Boy, Reimagined: Lol Tolhurst Reflects on His Life in The Cure</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Sep 2016 01:25:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Laurence “Lol” Tolhurst &#8212; the drummer/keyboardist who met Robert Smith at age 5 in the West Sussex suburb of Crawley and went on to co-found one of Britain’s most influential bands, the Cure &#8212; has come a long way. Twenty-seven years ago, Smith booted Tolhurst from the Cure at the height of their fame, just [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">Laurence “Lol” Tolhurst &#8212; the drummer/keyboardist who met Robert Smith at age 5 in the West Sussex suburb of Crawley and went on to co-found one of Britain’s most influential bands, the Cure &#8212; has come a long way. Twenty-seven years ago, Smith booted Tolhurst from the Cure at the height of their fame, just as they were about to release their most iconic and acclaimed album, <em>Disintegration</em>. Five years later, Tolhurst waged an ultimately losing battle in court against his childhood friend and bandmate over Cure royalties. His life then continued to spiral downward due to a messy divorce, the alcoholism that led to his band firing in the first place, and his struggle to figure out his place in a post-Cure world.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">But now, sitting with Yahoo Music at a chic health-food eatery in sunny Santa Monica, California, where he has lived since the early ‘90s, Tolhurst is a changed man: sober for more than 25 years, the proud father of musician/poet Gray Tolhurst, happily remarried, and back on good terms with Smith (with whom he reunited in 2011 for the brief “Reflections” tour comprising the Cure’s first three landmark albums). And Tolhurst reflects on all of this in his compulsively readable new memoir, <a style="color: #0aac8e;" href="http://dacapopress.com/book/us/ebook/cured/9780306824296"><em>Cured: The Tale of Two Imaginary Boys</em></a>, which he’s here to discuss today over a very healthy, very Californian meal of grilled avocado and Tuscan kale.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><em>Cured</em> begins with Tolhurst’s bleak boyhood in dreary Crawley with an aloof and alcoholic father, and climaxes roughly 250 pages and three decades later in California’s Joshua Tree desert, where he experiences a post-rehab, post-Cure, mid-life-crisis epiphany. Along the way, Tolhurst is unflinchingly honest about his journey &#8212; as raw, complex, and dark as the Cure’s music itself.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">The book is a fascinating chronicle not only of one man’s disintegration (no pun intended) and renewal, not only of two boys’ unique friendship, but also of an incredibly important era in music, when the Cure basically set the template for alternative rock. In true Los Angeles style, there’s already talk of <em>Cured</em> being adapted into a motion picture (Tolhurst suggests Robert Downey Jr. to play himself, and jokes that maybe Sean Penn could reprise his <em>This Must Be the Place </em>role to portray Smith). Until then, check out Tolhurst’s wide-ranging, career-spanning conversation with Yahoo Music.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>YAHOO MUSIC: After hearing about the lawsuit between you and Robert Smith, I thought your book would be more bitter. But you are very kind to Robert throughout, and you definitely take responsibility for your actions. You’re also very frank about your alcoholism.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">LOL TOLHURST: That’s what I wanted. First, I wanted there to be a story of a friendship, because that’s what it is. Robert is the person I’ve known the longest my whole life, because both my parents are dead now. I’ve known him longer than I’ve known anybody on this planet. I wanted it to kind of be like Patti Smith’s book with Robert Mapplethorpe [<em>Just Kids</em>]; I wanted to put it in that framework. But also I wanted it to be &#8212; well, “self-help” is the wrong word, but I wanted it to be a guide to growing up. I’m not ashamed; if somebody has lung cancer, you don’t go, “Oh, you should be ashamed having lung cancer,” or whatever. So no, I’m not ashamed [of the disease of addiction]. I wanted to use [the book] as a tool to help people, and that’s really why it couldn’t be a scandalous drag through the dirt. I know where the bodies are buried, but it’s not going to be in this book.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>In the book, you refer to the Cure as your second family that you lost.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">Probably my <em>only</em> family, in lots of ways, to be honest.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>So you still feel that way?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">My relationship with them is definitely still like a family… Every time I see Robert, the first thing that we talk about &#8212; probably the only thing that we talk about &#8212; is family, because I’ve known him for 52 years and I’m the only person he can talk to about all these other people that nobody knows anything about. I know his whole story from the very beginning. When we get together, we talk about personal stuff, not business or music. So, yes, they’re my family, no matter what.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>I was surprised to read that all of you grew up in middle-class, suburban comfort, and that Robert had a particularly nice upbringing, with a happy family life. Where does all of the Cure’s angst come from?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I remember what Beavis and Butthead said: “Why does he sound like he’s crying?” [<em>laughs</em>] It came from being born into Crawley… We had some stability in that way, yes, but we were also growing up in a place that was very anti-anything. That was the dichotomy of living in Crawley, really &#8212; that it was the English countryside, but it was a very dangerous, kind of violent place as well. So you mix those two things, and I think there’s a lot of people who identify with that. And the fact that there were a lot of mental hospitals nearby us &#8212; we would see [the patients] there and say, “If something goes a little strange, this is how you end up.”</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>You’re not exactly the ambassador or spokesperson for Crawley.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">They’re not going to give me the key to the city any time, that’s for certain. But Crawley shaped our ambition because we wanted to get the hell out of there, and that’s the truth of it. And it’s funny because I know the guys in Depeche Mode really well, and they lived in the same kind of “new town” on the other side of London, Basildon. It’s the same place; it even looks the same! I have this <em>Book of Really Boring Postcards</em> and it has Crawley and then it has Basildon, and they look the same. So I understand completely how Depeche Mode did music like that too. For us, music was our only way out. It was completely a defense against living in a place like that. We knew we were either going to be football stars &#8212; Robert had a little bit of a chance at that, because he was quite good &#8212; or we were going to form a band and get out of there. Because otherwise… I still know a couple of people who still live there, and it’s very depressing. So yeah, Crawley was a breeding ground because, if you have any intelligence, at some point you notice: “Oh my God, we could end up like that sad guy sitting at the pub.”</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>So your hometown was key in shaping the Cure’s sound?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I’m absolutely certain of it. A couple years ago I was looking for something on the web, and Google Maps is great, because you can go somewhere [virtually] and look down streets. I was “walking” down some streets I remember from being a child, and I wrote to Robert: “Oh my God, it’s so clear to me now, looking at these places, why we sounded like we did.” Because there’s the gray skies, the clouds and the drizzle, the overwhelming sort of dankness of the place. It’s so obvious why we created the sound that we did.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>So are the Cure hometown heroes in Crawley? Not many bands or celebrities ever came from there.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">You would think so, wouldn’t you? But a few years ago I was back there, and [original Cure member] Mike Dempsey &#8212; he lives like 13 miles from there &#8212; he took me on a little trip to go down memory lane, and we drove around some of the old haunts. And we went into the Rocket club, where we first played, there’s nothing of us in there.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>What? It should be a Cure museum!</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">It should be! The only thing that hadn’t changed, though, is that it was still depressing as f&#8212;. It was Sunday evening, and everybody was sitting with their half-pints of beer, looking down at the table. It was horrible.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>The other takeaway I got from your book, with regards to how your upbringing and environment affected the Cure’s sound, was how bleak everything was in the 1970s in England.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">Yes, very true. With this whole Brexit thing now, people don’t remember what it was like back in the early ‘70s. And I do. I remember going to the post office with my mother and seeing the schedule up on the wall, like: “This is your electricity for this week, you get it for three days this week.” There were all these strikes. There was nothing in stores. It was very gloomy, you know? And people have forgotten that. They just sort of see Brussels interfering with them, and it’s just a knee-jerk reaction: “Oh, we gotta leave!” But I remember what it was like before we were in the European market. It’s a bit sad.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Do you predict another musical British invasion happening, in light of Brexit? Great U.K. music seems to come out of dark times.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">One can hope. I think you’re right. I think oppression and gloominess definitely makes for a creative melting pot and some kind of crucible to want to <em>do</em> something.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>I think the Cure were sort of spokesmen for middle-class, suburban teen angst. That’s my theory why you were so successful in America, the land of suburbia.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">Yes, by living here [in Los Angeles], I understand fully why the Cure were very big in California. Although we grew up in a different kind of suburbia, there’s an identification people have here. Yes, [California] is this bright, sunny place, but a lot of the same characters exist. A lot of the same sort of oppressive forces are still there. And that’s what [American kids] identify with, definitely. Plus, we were pretty stylish!</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>What would you say it is that fans get out of the Cure’s music?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">It’s not to do with the <em>sound</em>, per se. I think very much when we started, we made it possible for young men especially to have feelings, and not ignore their feelings. We made that possible for them, even though we didn’t know it ourselves. We made it possible for ourselves first. Therefore, that’s really the thing for me to get across &#8212; that it’s OK to be who you are and have that be your driving force, rather than all this other stuff that the world tells you it has to be.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Do you think the Cure was a precursor to emo? I do.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I think people who are into emo think that, yes. It’s like Goth. People say the Cure was a precursor to Goth, but I never really saw that. I understand why people say that, but then when I look at our output, I don’t think of us as a Goth band. I don’t think of us as pre-emo. I don’t think of us as pre-anything.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>A lot of people actually think the Cure were the <em>godfathers</em> of Goth. You disagree?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I don’t feel that. I feel we’re the fertile ground that made that possible. I think we gave people permission to have that happen. But even with some of our darker stuff, it doesn’t strike me as Goth, particularly. Saying that, I’m not <em>anti</em>-Goth at all. It’s just that I don’t feel like that’s encompassing it.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>There’s this stereotype that music with dark lyrics or themes encourages people to behave violently or suicidally. But I would argue that the Cure’s music has actually helped fans.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I <em>know</em> for a fact that it’s helped people. People have sent us letters saying, “I was going to kill myself, and then I heard your songs, and they explained to me a bit about what I feel.” That’s oversimplifying it, but it’s the truth. To me, the fact that we had those similar feelings ourselves, and were able to channel it into our art, that’s the grace of being able to have that, to put it out there. I know it helped people in that way. Even nowadays with Cure fans, it’s their tribe, and they identify with each other. To share that gives them a sense of identity and makes them healthy. I’ve never thought walking around a Cure show that there was anything other than love and understanding. I’ve never felt any kind of violent or destructive tension… It’s supportive and not aggressive in the slightest.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>What would you say is the biggest misunderstanding about the Cure?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">That people probably thought we sat backstage crying in candlelit rooms. That’s obviously not the case! We never took ourselves seriously. We took what we <em>did</em> seriously, yes. But if you believe the hype, and if you believe your own fame, that’s not a good place to be in.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>How did the peak of the Cure’s fame mess with your head?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I think in some ways, my [getting fired from the Cure] was actually a saving grace for me. Because without that, I probably wouldn’t be alive. I would have gone to the furthest realms of excess, and I’d be dead. So the destruction that I caused, and having it basically alienate me from my family &#8212; as in, the Cure exiling me &#8212; it’s become my greatest asset. I remember [when I was in the Cure] I was kind of detached from reality, literally, in my rock-star mansion in the countryside. I had no control over anything, because I didn’t care about anything. I was just existing. My world came tumbling down, and it was probably the best thing that happened to me, because it brought me back to <em>me</em>. Robert said to me one night, when we did the “Reflections” tour, “You’re back to who you are.” That’s what a real friend will tell you. And it’s true.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Do you regret the lawsuit &#8212; like, if that had not happened, do you think you would have returned to the band after successfully completing rehab?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I like to be like Edith Piaf &#8212; I regret nothing. Because you can’t regret stuff. It’s your life. I mean, I do know that in the period, between me leaving the Cure and before I decided the lawsuit would be a great idea, relationships were pretty good still. We were still talking and it was OK. So maybe if I’d gotten myself better then, things might have changed and it might have gone that way. But it is what it is. That’s a horrible expression, really, because it doesn’t mean anything.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Is there any lingering tension between you and Robert, or are you cool now?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">I don’t think there’s any discomfort. I think things are all patched up… When I lost the court case, it was a heck of a low, and I probably haven’t said anything about this, but there were a lot of legal bills to be paid, and I ended up having to give away certain rights with the Cure to pay for it. Once that all got paid off, Robert called me up and said, “You should have this all back. This is your stuff.” And he didn’t need to do that. It’s like a legal thing that could have stayed that way. But he always said, “I’m like my mother; I want to keep everybody together.”</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>You write a lot about your father’s drinking in your book, and about how you got blackout-drunk the very first time you tried booze at age 13. Did you ever put two and two together and think you might be genetically predisposed to alcoholism?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">No, not then, because we’re much more evolved here [in the U.S.] in terms of looking at people’s relationships to alcohol and drugs. In England, there was always this sort of assumption: “Oh, just change from drinking whiskey to beer and you’ll be fine!” Because everybody drinks [in England]… It never really occurred to me with my father that that was what wrong with him. Until I got here, I never really thought to myself, “Oh yeah, that’s probably what he died from.”</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>When you were in the studio and not sober yet, you said <em>Disintegration</em> wasn’t a good album when the band played it back. Most Cure fans and music critics think that is the Cure’s best work! Do you still think that?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">No, <em>Disintegration</em> is a marvelous album! It wasn’t that I thought <em>Disintegration</em> was crap, because I didn’t. What I thought was &#8212; and this in the book &#8212; I was so upset that I couldn’t do anything [in the studio, because I was too out-of-it], so that was me lashing out. Any kind of input I had [in the music] was drifting away; I was clutching at straws and I thought I was going mad. I just thought, “OK, I have to say <em>something</em>,” and that’s what I ended up saying. But it was not what I think at all.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Are there any Cure albums that are difficult for you to listen to now?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">No, they’re all great for me to listen to. <em>Disintegration</em> has some wistfulness about it for me, because I know I could have made it even more, I don’t know… But, no. For a long time I didn’t listen to anything, because I couldn’t. But as my soul got repaired, it all comes back and you realize how nice it is, and how wonderful it is, and then you start to feel acceptance and you start to feel proud of what you did.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Some of the gloomier Cure records came out of difficult times for you. <em>Faith</em> and <em>Pornography</em>, for instance, were made around the time of your mother’s death from lung cancer.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">Yes, I was the muse of the Cure, really. I say that half-jokingly, but it’s probably true. Like also, during <em>Disintegration</em>, <em>I</em> was disintegrating. Music doesn’t exist in a vacuum, you know.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Does it bother you to see the Cure continue to have success without you, doing things like headlining three sold-out nights at the Hollywood Bowl? I know you went to those shows.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">No, it does not bother me at all. I want to be successful too, of course, but I’m happy for them, because I know what it’s taken for them to get where they are. And I like to watch them play live. I’m not that keen, obviously, on some of the newer stuff that I was not on, because I don’t have any emotional attachment to it.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Was it surreal playing in the Cure that first time at the Sydney Opera House, for the “Reflections” shows, after you hadn’t performed with them in 22 years?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">It was a surreal experience in the fact that I’m fifty-whatever, and here I am, back with my band &#8212; but it was absolutely natural. The second I stepped onstage with everybody, it clicked and it was like riding a bicycle. I know people say that all the time, but it’s true. It felt just exactly the same as always. I looked out and there’s [bassist] Simon [Gallup] in front of me, there’s Robert, and having the three of us like that, I knew exactly what was going to happen. I knew exactly how it was going to go. So did they. What was there to be scared of? Nothing. And it was very lovely.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>A “Reflections” mini-tour followed, but you didn’t rejoin the band permanently after that. How come that was just a one-off?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">You know, the Cure has always been about going forward. So I’m sure that at some point there’s other things that will happen. But right now I think it’s better to have it as it was, which was a time to reflect. That’s really what I wanted to get across in the book. Yes, I would love to do something again with all the other guys, because Robert and Simon are my lifelong friends. But it doesn’t matter if we don’t for a while.</p>
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<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>The Cure hasn’t put out a new album in eight years. Do you think they ever will, with <em>any</em> lineup?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">My gut feeling is, there’s life in the old dog yet. [<em>laughs</em>] That’s what I’m gonna say.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Robert has been crying wolf for a long time, claiming over and over, with pretty much every album and every tour, that the Cure are going to retire.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">He’s been saying that forever. <em>Forever</em>! But he’s never going to stop. He’s going to stop the day they put him in the ground &#8212; that’s the day Robert’s going to stop.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>I would love for the Cure to do a similar trilogy show that they did for ”Reflections,” but doing <em>The Head on the Door</em>, <em>Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me</em>, and <em>Disintegration</em>.</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">Somebody told me the other day that era is called the “Imperial Cure.” I was like, “What? What is that?” That sounds a little pompous for me, but maybe.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>Tell Robert you should do an “Imperial Cure” tour!</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">OK, sure. I’ll set that word in his head. I’ll say it’ll work really well if we do that.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>What did you think of Robert saying the Cure’s 2000 album <em>Bloodflowers</em> was part of some sort of unofficial trilogy alongside <em>Pornography</em> and <em>Disintegration</em>?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">It’s not how I would have framed it. But he’s welcome to frame it the way he likes.</p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;"><strong>So now that you’ve had time to reflect on your life in the Cure via this memoir, what is your proudest achievement with the band? What should the Cure be remembered for?</strong></p>
<p style="color: #6a6c6e;">That’s very hard to answer. I think we made some kind of cultural change. I think it’s more than just selling records or filling concerts. I think that we made it allowable for people to be who they were &#8212; we made it possible for people to have pink hair, wear black clothes or funny shoes or whatever, and not be chased out of town. People say that to me, and I’m flattered and humbled every time I hear it. There’s at least 500 Goth kids in every city in this country &#8212; I know, because I’ve met most of them. It’s nice to have that, because you know, normally I’m like Groucho Marx: I wouldn’t be in a club that would have me as a member. But I think we created our own club, and that’s nice.</p>
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